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Directed by: Anna Foerster Written by: Ira Steven Behr and Ronald D. Moore First aired on May 30, 2015 The episode opens with a view of Wentworth Prison, drums sounding as if at a hanging, but then we realize that it's for the raising of the flag, and it becomes a light tune with woodwinds added in. The soldiers present their rifles as the flag rises. We cut to the cell and there's poor Jamie (Sam Heughan), lying on a cot, his eyes blankly staring ahead. Randall (Tobias Menzies) is beside him on the cot. Even when he gets up and dresses, Jamie remains unmoved. Suddenly, Jamie says, "Ye owe me a debt." Randall pulls a knife from his pile of clothes (presumably to kill him, which is the debt he owes), but is distracted by strange noises down the hall. Jamie starts to lose his composure as Randall turns to investigate the sound. He tries to move from the bed, but is hardly even able to move. Randall ignores him and leaves. The sounds grow louder as he approaches a door down a couple turns in the hall. On the other side of the door, however, is a stampede of cattle, which quickly overtakes the door and leaves Randall crushed beneath the fallen door. As soon as Randall is down, Murtagh (Duncan Lacroix), Rupert (Grant O'Rourke) and Angus (Stephen Walters) slip in and find Jamie. Murtagh covers him quickly, but it is clear that they all have a good idea of what happened in this cell. Murtagh reassures Jamie and then carries him out as the soldiers are dealing with the cattle. They escape on horses with a cart and meet up with Claire (Caitriona Balfe) down the road. Murtagh doesn't want to stop, but Claire insists on checking the damage done to her husband. She climbs into the back of the cart with him and moves the sheet. Her face is pained as she surveys the signs of abuse on Jamie. Rupert mentions that Jamie reeks and she identifies the smell as oil of lavender and says that it's used to relieve pain. Murtagh sends Angus back to watch the road while they get ready to head out. Jamie wakes for a moment, but when Claire comforts him, he sees Randall's face instead of hers and strangles her. He is clearly both angry and terrified. Murtagh pulls him away and notices that Jamie is delirious. They speak back and forth in Gaelic for a moment, but that's all the info Claire can get from Murtagh about what Jamie is saying. They quickly move on. They pull up to a monastery where Willie (Finn Den Hertog) has recruited help from Father Anselm (Ian Hanmore) who promised them sanctuary and safety. He cuts Claire off to let her know that everything she needs to treat Jamie is already ready for her. Jamie continues to fight them, though, leading Brother Paul (Sandy Grierson) who is helping her to believe that Jamie's soul is in turmoil. Claire hears him, but focuses on the physical ailment of his hand, an issue she more readily knows how to treat. He flinches from her and insists again that she not touch him. Claire begs him to talk to her, and asks, "What did Randall do to you?" Jamie responds with, "Too much ... but not enough" (meaning he didn't kill him as he'd promised). Jamie flashes back to his hand being nailed to the table, the last place we saw him in the previous episode. There are rats all over the floor and the dead body of Randall's sidekick Marley (Richard Ashton). Randall is watching Jamie and shares his flask with him, not allowing him to drink all of it, though. He says he wants to make Jamie more comfortable, so he pulls the nail from his hand. Jamie is overcome by the pain and falls away from the table, vomiting. Randall cradles him tenderly, contradicting what he had said in the previous episode by telling him that the worst was now over. Randall puts a little water on Jamie's forehead and admires his half-naked body. He kisses Jamie again and, when he gets no response, tries a third time. Jamie continues to resist and Randall complains that it's like kissing a corpse. He threatens to retrieve Claire, but Jamie insists that his side of the agreement was that he wouldn't resist Randall's advances. Randall likens this to the martyrdom of Jesus on the cross, but he is determined to make Jamie respond. He picks him up and moves him to the table, sitting him in a chair. Randall kneels before Jamie, pushing aside his kilt. Jamie shows some anxiety, but Randall shushes him while coaxing his legs apart. Jamie won't look and barely keeps his composure as Randall caresses up his thigh. Randall asks him if his hand feels nice and then moves under the kilt so we can't see him anymore. Jamie's face is teary, pained, as he tries not to respond. Randall uses his hand again while watching and speaking to Jamie. He comments that he wants to make this experience pleasant for both of them. Jamie gets angry and finally tells him to just take his pleasure, spitting in Randall's face. Randall seems to have his feelings hurt, but then grows angry, too. He is clearly offended and insists that he is capable to controlling his urges. He removes Jamie's kilt and roughly bends him over the table, undoing his belt. He insists he'll get a reaction from Jamie and then forces himself on him, being rough and telling him to scream. He grows rougher until Jamie does just that. We flash back to Jamie and Claire as he is drinking whisky. Claire is trying to give him laudanum for the pain, but Jamie, frowning, says, "Whiskey will do me just fine." Brother Paul advises Jamie to listen to Claire, but he continues being belligerent. She takes the bottle from him, reminding him that she's about to set nine bones in his hand. He admits that he wanted to be dead by the time Randall was done with him. Claire is equally stubborn and insists on setting the hand, no matter what Jamie says. Jamie uses a similar phrase with her that he used with Randall earlier, "Do as you wish." Claire is shocked by his apathy and takes the pain medication from him as he tries to take too much of it. He drifts off again as she prepares and then we hear Claire's voice over talking about the process. She mentions that it's different to be working on her husband than on the soldiers from the war. She also remembers Jamie saying that he could take any pain, but that he would need greater strength to see her in pain. She equates this to the strength they both needed now. She's worried about infection, but is hopeful about the prognosis for his hand. Brother Paul offers to stay with Jamie so Claire can sleep. As Claire leaves, she is sick against the wall and struggles to keep her tears under control. Claire isn't sleeping, but is in a small chapel when Father Anselm comes in to light some candles. She gets up to leave, but he apologizes for disturbing her prayers. She explains that she was just trying to clear her head, so he offers for her to sit and let him hear her confession. She resists at first, afraid it won't make sense, but he convinces her to try. So she tells him everything, about going on holiday with Frank to Inverness eight months ago, in 1945 (October), about the time traveling and her two husbands. The part she seems to struggle most with is that her selfishness is hurting both of her husbands, especially blaming herself for everything that has happened to Jamie. Claire is crying by the time she finishes talking, but Father Anselm touches her hand to comfort her and says, "How marvelous, extraordinary. A miracle, perhaps." It is not what she was expecting. "A miracle? Somehow I don't think canon law is constructed with my situation in mind." "True, but our Lord sees the truth in all things, and so he knows your truth as well. Whatever your sins may be, have faith it will be forgiven." Back in Jamie's room, he still refuses to eat. Brother Paul tells Claire about Jamie's continued stubbornness. Claire tells Jamie that he needs food and touches his forehead. Jamie seems out of it and she confirms he has a fever. However, his hand seems to be fine. She tells him about what the process of fixing his hand will be like, but he isn't listening. She asks the monk for some ice water and clean clothes to help the fever and reduce infection, so the monk leaves to fetch these things. Jamie tells her, "Ye canna save a man who doesna want saving." In another part of the monastery, the guys are offering Murtagh a drink to take his mind off Jamie not eating. Willie tells a story about how his uncle lost his arm in an accident and starved himself to death fretting over it, which does not comfort him. Murtagh goes to Jamie with a bowl of broth, but he won't touch it. Instead they begin conversing in Gaelic. Murtagh is clearly trying to reason with Jamie about something, but becomes upset with him and says Claire's name, but nothing else is clear to those of us who don't understand Gaelic. But here's a translation I found: Jamie: Ciamar as urrainn mo leigeil ris a' chràdh seo? How can I be left to this pain? Murtagh: Nì sinn ar dìcheall do leigheas. We shall do our utmost to heal you. Jamie: Cha ghabh cuid de nithean leigheas. Mar as miann leam, cuir crìoch air seo a-nis. Some things don't take healing. As is my desire, put an end to this now. Murtagh: Chan fhuilinn mi 'n còrr. I'll suffer no more of this. Jamie: Chan fhaigh mi seachad air seo. An toir u orm aslachdainn? I won't get past this. Will you force me to beg? Murtagh: Thug mi geall do d' mhàthair, sìth air a h-anam, nach tigeadh cron ort. I gave a promise to your mother, peace on her soul, that no harm would come to you. Jamie: Is anmoch an uair, a ghoistidh. Late is the hour, oh godfather. Murtagh: Agas Claire? Am bitheadh i na banntrach, air a treigsinn? Tha do cheann sa bhrochan. Chan eil smaoin agad oirre ann. And Claire? Would she just be a widow, forsaken? Your head's in the porridge (you're not thinking straight). You haven't a single thought for her. Jamie: Chan eil smaoin agam ann ach oirre-se. I haven't a single thought of anything but her. Jamie remembers back to the cell again, where he is dragging himself across the floor, vomiting blood. Randall watches without his shirt, sitting on the floor. He asks Jamie if he has reached his limit yet. Jamie continues spitting blood, groaning in pain, as he starts seeing Claire instead of Randall. Randall wonders aloud at the power Claire has over Jamie and wants to know her secret. Jamie begins to lose it, talking about her being gone and no more. Randall pulls Jamie back and asks him if he belongs to Randall. Jamie sees Claire again and admits to being only his. Jamie is out of it, so Randall seems less than satisfied. Randall heats his seal in the fire and tells Jamie to prove it, pointing to Jamie's chest, over his heart. But when Jamie gives in, he slips it to his ribs instead. Randall holds him as Jamie is in pain, but he still doesn't seem happy. Willie scouts the area looking for Redcoat patrols and spots two of them, one headed North, the other East. Luckily he's not seen, but Murtagh thinks that it won't be long before they head North and the monistery is no place for a fight. Murtagh suggests Claire takes Jamie elsewhere, another country. Both sides of his family have people in France, and Willie points out that she is supposed to have family there, too. She explains it away as being her ex-husband's family, not hers, and says that she thinks Jamie would prefer to be with members of the Fraser clan. They assure her that the MacKenzies will always stand by her, too. Murtagh leaves to get them a ship. Willie brings news of the trip to France to Jamie. He wants to help, but Jamie sees his knife and asks for it so he can end himself. Willie is shocked, but won't give in to Jamie and leaves. Murtagh tells Claire about procuring passage for them on the Cristabel for fifty coins. Claire recounts the story Willie told her and asks if Murtagh knew about Jamie's intentions. Murtagh says he wanted to tell Claire, but that Jamie made him pledge not to. Murtagh's been praying that Claire could change Jamie's mind. Claire clearly doesn't understand. Murtagh tries to explain where Jamie is coming from, but Claire refuses to accept it. Murtagh suggests that there must be more going on with Jamie than either of them have guessed at yet. He tells Claire that he's sorry, that he doesn't want to hurt either of them, but he also doesn't want to watch Jamie waste away. He insinuates that he'll put Jamie out of his misery if he is beyond help. Claire faints at those words, but Murtagh catches her. Murtagh and Brother Paul bring her back and Claire tries to get up from the bench they have her on. She is still preoccupied with Jamie's physical damage, but Brother Paul suggests that Jamie will kill himself if he isn't brought back into the light. Murtagh knows Jamie's stubbornness, though, and suggests that someone has to step into the darkness with him to save him. We see Claire preparing some oil of lavender. She uses it on Jamie, trying to trick him into thinking Randall is back. Jamie sees through it, though, and resists her. She wants to know what happened, but Jamie shoves her to the floor and they hit each other back and forth a couple of times. He doesn't want to hurt her, but she gets mad and tells him he already is. She rips his shirt and sees the brand on his side. She tries to understand, tells him they can remove it, but there is more bothering him. We learn that Randall made love to him and that his response is what is truly bothering him. We see Jamie on the cot in the cell while Randall washes himself and then returns with the lavender oil. He gets Jamie to finally respond to him by pretending he is Claire. He makes Jamie think of Claire while he touches him. He succeeds in confusing the delirious Jamie and tricks him into tying them in his mind. Afterwards, Jamie realizes what happened and starts crying. He believes Randall when he says, "I understand. How could she ever forgive you?" Jamie feels horrible and explains that it just felt so good not to be in pain anymore. Claire insists that there is nothing to forgive, but he says, "Don't ye see, I canna be your husband any longer, and I will not be less to you." Claire sees it as survival, but Jamie feels broken. She insists they belong to each other and nothing can change that. He grows angrier, torn between wanting her and shame. Claire won't let him go or give up on her. She moves to him and grabs his face, reminding him about his vow to protect her with his body. She refuses to let Randall have Jamie's soul, too. She believes that everything that's happened was to bring them together and says, "If you take away the one last thing that makes sense to me, then I will die with you here now." This brings him around, but he still can't touch her. He wonders, "How can you have me like this?" She insists, "I will have you any way I can, always." She wraps her arms around him and he holds her. Jamie refuses pain medication, looking much more like himself, as they prepare to cut the brand from his side. Murtagh cuts it out quickly then throws it on the fire as Jamie spits on it and we watch it burn. The men say farewell as Jamie and Claire get ready for the ship. Claire thanks Willie for his help and she hugs him goodbye. There's some humor with Angus kissing her, and Ruper showing him the proper way to say farewell by kissing her hand very galantly. Finally the couple and Murtagh are on the ship for France. On the deck of the ship, Jamie approaches Claire who is near the railing throwing up. He comments on her being seasick, though he expected it to be himself. She's glad to see his humor is returning as he teases her. She reminds him that they'll both be all right and he assures her he'll be sure of it. She admits having fear of the future being unknown and he promises her they'll return to Scotland one day. She's afraid for the future of Scotland, though, but then realizes that they might be able to stop all the bad things that are coming. France gives them this opportunity with Prince Charles being there. He is intrigued by the idea, but not completely convinced. She then shocks him by telling him that she is pregnant. He looks terrified at first, but then says, "I never thought I'd be able to say such a thing again, but yes, yes, I'm verra happy, Sassenach." She is visibly relieved. They hug, they kiss, and then they hold each other as we watch the ship, Cristabel, get underway. Adapted from Outlander TV News